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Well, today I woke up with a REALLY bad start because my brother kept waking me up all night and morning. I got up and started on my quarterly test and I think I got a B on it. I then went to church where I saw my two BESTEST friends in the WORLD :) one closer then the other :) the closer having longer browner hair and pretty brown eyes. I then went to a mexican restraunt were we got free food for no reason. After these, I went to the movies with Bria, Mirel, Krissy, and me. I came down with a nasty headachem, and it seemed so painfully long. Bria, being how amazing she is, cheered me straight up and had me smiling almost the whole night. If I wasn't showing it on my face; I was smiling on the inside. Bria, Bria.....I have never met a girl like her. She is so wonderful in so many ways...Her style is so cute. She knows just what to say and do to make things comfortabl and fun. She cares so much about her friends and family. We are just friends right now, but sometimes its very hard to be just her friend. *sigh* Life can be so dim sometimes without what you want or need, but God lights it up and will always pull me through. Today I felt so ugly...To me all that Bria is to me; it isn't her body or her looks that attract me, even though she is simply beautiful, it is her heart. Her... her thoughts, jokes, cares, and compassion. She has something about her that is hugely above any girl. Sheesh......I wish I never had to take any chances of losing her to some guy. My care for her is above anything but Christ. I hate the thought of her being with anyone other then me, but I , for her sake, would rather go through a life of pain and loneliness, and see her the happiest girl with some other guy then not being te happiest girl. I hope, pray, and wish so badly that she'll be mine someday without her giving her heart to anyone other then me. God will have his way no matter what and I am happy with that. She is the most wonderfulest girl I've met ever in my life, and I will never give up hoping for her. She excuse my boldness but is in effect the girl of my dreams :) :) :) :) I love every second with her!!! :):)